Friday, May 26, 2006

Torment

Why is this happening. Every night I go to bed happy and secure and every morning I wake up a shivering mass of insecurities. It is insane I am continuously bombarded with dreams about my partner, cheating, lieing, leaving, and us fighting. It strange because I feel lately we have become more connected. I wake up in physical pain, my rib cage hurts. My heart is heavy.

What are these dreams for? Is it my brain trying to warn me of something or is it just the patch. I tend to think it is the patch as it got really bad around the same time I started using it.

I don't know what they are for, but I would love all these images to just fade away.

2 comments:

gusgreeper said...

that used to happen to me A LOT with dreams about adam so much so that i would feel like absolute shit. they seem to have gotten better i don't kow what helped or happened but they have not been as bad. but i totally hear you when i do have them they are really fucking draining.


catuw

Binsk said...

Yeah that would suck.

Hmmmm...I'm sure you are just stressed out.

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