There is an interesting symptom of the state of mind I have been in for few weeks. I go to sleep ok relatively happy and feeling somewhat secure. I wake up upset confused and insecure. I know my brain has a tendency to feed me crap in my sleep. I think this is the issue. The strange part is I have no recollection of the torture it caused me. This for me is odd I usually remember most of my evening, not mind the morning dreams. I wonder sometimes if the issue is that I have stopped dreaming. I wonder what the effect would be on a person who has spent there life dreaming and thinking through the night suddenly not doing so. Could this cause this slightly empty feeling? Or is it that I am having my usual Ego based dreams and forgetting them.
Or is it simply I go to bed in a euphoric state because I have the skin of my love beside me and I feel shitty leaving that warm comfortable place.
A number of things to think about.